As I find myself in a pool of a new found excitement, I release within me a self taught courage to pursue my passions. Not just courage. I am afraid too. Im trying to reach a new depth. But I am reminded by the sound of laughter that I may not succeed. The anger builds in me and I stay still for a moment. I can’t go on any longer. Then I close my eyes, and try to find Me.
I ask myself, why am i doing this? How am i going to do this? Am i good enough to do this? Will I be able to break free from this fragile moment?. And then, I say out loud I’m doing this for a cause greater than me and therefore is okay to be afraid. Perseverance will take me there. I am good enough to pursue this and I will remain eager to accomplish this. Someone’s ability to doubt you, judge you, correct you, hurt you cannot rule over my reign. My future will be dictated upon the choices I make. How I choose to do and feel about anything in my Life is up to Me.